I carry in me my mother
Like a package
“Like a weapon”
From her I have indeed taken a “twist”
A disease of the mind
But, oh, how she loved me
I would not even change it
I live with her through it, for her in it, bear it, keep her alive
I can’t explain it
Maybe you understand?
The woman she was before her breakdown, and ECT, I sustain by not being myself destroyed
I carry her in me
I will never let her go
We must go free together, or not at all.
credits
from The Other Mind: Now Speak!,
track released April 26, 2010
Jeremy Gluck - Tapegerm "10 year Infection Project" Loops