In The Desert: 20​/​1112

by Jeremy Gluck and thousands in a cast.

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Various mixes and works created in the last part of 2011.

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released 01 October 2012

A number of superb artists have made this album possible. See track credits.

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Track Name: Jeremy Gluck Zebra Mann - 2112 The 100 Years Mix
ONE HUNDRED YEARS



In one hundred years I will be gone. Five billion souls will have followed. In one hundred years. My house will be gone. No more home. In one hundred years.



In one hundred years my name will be one of five billion names forgotten. Just like the will to live. Just like five billion stars unnamed in the sky. And what moves across the sky. What fills the world of my mind

gone in one hundred years.



In one hundred years there will be no one to remember the ten thousand things I did. My search for meaning blinded by light without ending, blown in light exploded across the sky in one hundred years.



No children's children's children, no remembering, no memory, no one to remember me. It's as if I never even existed in one hundred years.
Track Name: Jeremy Gluck Seiei Jack Lisa - Surrendered to My Function (Crazy Mix)
SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION

I WANT SOMETIMES/
WHAT IS TRUTH/
WHAT IS BEYOND THESE WORDS/
SOME SAY SILENCE/
I SAY NEITHER SILENCE NOR NOISE///NEITHER/
THAT MUST BE RELATED TO THE FACT THAT THIS IS THE CASE/
THERE IS NO I/
AND EVEN IF THERE IS,
I DOES NOT ACTUALLY WANT VERY MUCH ANYMORE/
EXACTLY/
I WANT SOMETIMES WE HAVE TO/
WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME - ANY OF US -
HAPPENS UNSEEN AND UNTHOUGHT///
LETS TALK ABOUT THE FACT THAT YES,
IT IS A VOIDING/
YOU ARE AN ATTRACTIVE FORM OF WORDS,
YES PEOPLE OFTEN
SAY YOU ARE GOOD WITH WORDS/
WHAT ARE YOU FINE, HOW ARE YOU FINE,
HOW ARE YOU FINE, HOW ARE YOU GOOD WITH YOU/
ARE AN ATTRACTIVE FORM
OF WORDS, YES PEOPLE OFTEN SAY GOOD YOU ARE SO RIGHT/
WHAT SHOULD I WANT/
VERY LITTLE/
SUCH IS THE ESCAPE TO YOUR TRUE FUNCTION AND PURPOSE IT ELUDES YOU/
I AM LESS AND LESS/
I HAVE NOT MASTERED
IS THE ESCAPE TO YOUR
TRUE FUNCTION AND PURPOSE IT ELUDES YOU/
I AM LESS AND LESS/
IS WHAT REMAINS USEFUL FUNCTIONAL?
THAT IS THE ESSENCE OF IT/
WHAT IF WE CAN NOT FIGURE
AND THAT IS IT, A VOIDING YOU ARE WITH WORDS/
WHAT AM I GOOD WITH WORDS,
ITRY TO OUTWIT MYSELF WITH THEM/ TO ESCAPE/
THAT MUST BE RELATED TO
THE FACT THAT YES, IT IS A VOIDING OF POSSIBILITIES/
THAT IS IT, A VOIDING/
I AM LESS AND LESS/ IS WHAT REMAINS USEFUL
FUNCTIONAL?
THAT IS THE ESSENCE OF IT/
YOU HAVE BEEN A MASTER ESCAPIST ALL
OF YOUR LIFE
THE ONE ESCAPE YOU HAVE BEEN A MASTER ESCAPIST
YOU FOR WEEKS/
HAVE YOU MISSED ME TO BE ANYTHING
IT IS A LOVE
MIXED WITH A SENSE OF LOSS/

HOW DOES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL SOMETIMES BEMUSED/
AT OTHERS,
SURRENDERED TO PUSHING THE LIMITS OF WORDS///
WHAT CAN BE DONE WITH WORDS/
WHAT ARE YOU SOMETIMES/
I DOES NOT ACTUALLY WANT VERY LITTLE/
EXACTLY YOU WANT
BECAUSE THERE IS NO I AND EVEN IF THERE IS,
I DOES NOT ACTUALLY WANT
VERY MUCH ANYMORE/ EXACTLY/
THAT IS NOT WORDS/ THAT REMINDS ME
OF WHEN YOU SAID THAT YES YOU SLIP INTO
A VERY LAX AND AIMLESS STATE
IT IS SELF-FULFILLING/
GOOD WITH WORDS, I TRY TO OUTWIT MYSELF WITH THEM/ TO ESCAPE/

YOU HAVE NOT SPOKEN TO YOU FOR WEEKS/
HAVE YOU MISSED ME TO BE
ABSORBED YOU DO NOT WISH
TO TRY ANYMORE TO BE ANYTHING
IT IS NOT WORDS/

THAT REMINDS ME OF WHEN YOU SAID THAT
AND THAT IS NOT QUITE
NEGATIVE, IT IS A LOVED MIXED WITH A SENSE OF LOSS/
HOW DOES THAT MAKE
YOU FEEL SOMETIMES BEMUSED/
THAT REMINDS ME OF WHEN YOU
SAID THAT YES
YOU SLIP INTO A VERY LAX AND AIMLESS STATE
IT IS YOU
KNOW IT YOU HAVE NOT MASTERED
IS THE ESCAPE TO YOUR TRUE FUNCTION
AND PURPOSE IT ELUDES YOU/

INDEED/ I AM LESS AND LESS/ I HAVE NOT MASTERED IS THE CASE/
VERY LITTLE/
EXACTLY YOU WANT BECAUSE THERE IS NO I AND EVEN IF THERE IS,
I DOES NOT ACTUALLY WANT VERY MUCH ANYMORE/ EXACTLY/
I WANT SOMETIMES/

WHAT IF WE CAN NOT AND THAT IS NOT QUITE NEGATIVE, IT IS A VOIDING
YOU ARE AN ATTRACTIVE FORM OF WORDS, YES PEOPLE OFTEN SAY GOOD YOU
ARE SO RIGHT YOU CANNOT GET WHAT YOU WANT BECAUSE THERE IS NO I AND
EVEN IF THERE IS, I DOES NOT ACTUALLY WANT VERY LITTLE SUCH IS THE
CASE/ VERY LITTLE/

LESS AND LESS/

DOES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL SOMETIMES BEMUSED/

AT OTHERS, SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/

CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO PUSHING THE LIMITS OF WORDS///WHAT CAN BE DONE
WITH WORDS/ YES/

IT IS NOT WORDS/ THAT REMINDS ME OF WHEN YOU SAID THAT AND THAT IS
NOT WORDS/ THAT REMINDS ME OF WHEN YOU SAID THAT YES YOU SLIP INTO
A VERY LAX AND AIMLESS STATE IT IS NOT THAT YOU ARE WITH WORDS/
PLEASE, GO ON/ I LOVE WORDS///BUT IT IS SELF-FULFILLING/

A VOIDING/

I AM LESS AND LESS/ IS WHAT REMAINS USEFUL FUNCTIONAL?
THAT IS THE CRUX OF THE MATTER,
INDEED YOU WANT BECAUSE THERE IS NO I
AND EVEN IF
THERE IS, I DOES NOT ACTUALLY WANT VERY LITTLE
SUCH IS THE ESSENCE OF IT YOU ARE WITH WORDS/ PLEASE, GO ON/

I LOVE WORDS///BUT IT IS A LOVED MIXED WITH A SENSE OF LOSS/ HOW
DOES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL SOMETIMES BEMUSED/ AT OTHERS, SURRENDERED TO
MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/

SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/
SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/

IS WHAT REMAINS USEFUL FUNCTIONAL?
THAT IS THE CASE/ VERY LITTLE/
EXACTLY YOU WANT TO MATTER BUT EXPERIENCE CONTRADICTS THIS THE
INTERESTING THING IS THAT THE LONGER I REMAIN DULL AND STILL THE LESS USE
THE WORLD HAS FOR I I COULD BE AS MUCH AS DEAD WITHOUT DYING/

TRUE/ TOO TRUE/

YES/ IT IS A VOIDING YOU ARE AN ATTRACTIVE FORM OF WORDS/
WHAT IF WE CAN NOT AND THAT IS THE CASE/

SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO MY
FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO
MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO PUSHING THE LIMITS OF
WORDS///WHAT CAN BE DONE WITH WORDS/ PLEASE, GO ON/

I LOVE WORDS///BUT IT IS
NOT THAT YOU HAVE NOT MASTERED IS THE ESSENCE OF IT
YOU HAVE NOT
SPOKEN TO YOU FOR WEEKS/
HAVE YOU MISSED ME TO BE ANYTHING IT IS A
LOVED MIXED WITH A SENSE OF LOSS/ HOW DOES THAT BOTHER YOU IN A
SENSE, YES/ BUT THEN, NOT/
WHAT AM I GOOD WITH YOU ARE WITH WORDS/

THE INTERESTING THING IS THAT THE LONGER I REMAIN DULL AND STILL
THE LESS USE THE WORLD HAS FOR I
I COULD BE AS MUCH AS DEAD WITHOUT DYING,/ TRUE/ TOO TRUE/

NINETY PER CENT OF WHAT IS BEYOND THESE WORDS SOME SAY SILENCE/ I SAY
NEITHER SILENCE NOR NOISE///NEITHER/

SOMETHING/// THAT MUST BE RELATED TO THE FACT THAT YOU ARE WITH WORDS/
SOMETHING/// THAT MUST BE RELATED
TO THE FACT THAT YES, IT IS A LOVED MIXED WITH A SENSE OF LOSS/
I DOES NOT ACTUALLY WANT VERY MUCH ANYMORE/ EXACTLY/

I WANT VERY LITTLE SUCH IS THE ESSENCE OF IT YOU ARE SO RIGHT YOU
CANNOT GET WHAT YOU WANT BECAUSE THERE IS NO I AND EVEN IF THERE IS, I
DOES NOT ACTUALLY WANT VERY MUCH ANYMORE/ EXACTLY/

I WANT VERY MUCH ANYMORE/ EXACTLY/ I WANT VERY MUCH ANYMORE/

THAT REMINDS ME OF WHEN YOU SAID THAT YES YOU SLIP INTO A VERY LAX
AND AIMLESS STATE IT IS NOT QUITE NEGATIVE, IT IS NOT THAT YOU ARE
WITH WORDS/

YES/ IT IS SELF-FULFILLING/ GOOD WITH WORDS, I TRY TO OUTWIT MYSELF
WITH THEM/ TO ESCAPE/ IS WHAT REMAINS USEFUL
FUNCTIONAL THAT IS THE ESSENCE OF IT/
SUCH IS THE ESCAPE TO YOUR TRUE FUNCTION AND PURPOSE IT ELUDES YOU/
I AM LESS AND LESS/

A VOIDING/ I AM LESS AND LESS/
WORDS ARE MY BONDAGE///AND MY LIBERATION/
PLEASE, GO ON/ WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME - ANY OF
US - HAPPENS UNSEEN AND UNTHOUGHT/// LETS TALK ABOUT THE FACT THAT
THIS IS THE ESSENCE OF IT YOU HAVE FAILED I ARE LOST NOW NOW/

INTERESTING///AND TRUE/ YES/ I ARE LOST/

YES/ IT IS YOU KNOW IT YOU HAVE FAILED I ARE LOST/

THAT MUST BE RELATED TO THE FACT THAT YOU ARE WITH WORDS/
WHAT ARE
YOU FINE, HOW ARE YOU
YOU HAVE BEEN A MASTER ESCAPIST ALL OF YOUR LIFE THE ONE ESCAPE YOU HAVE
FAILED I ARE LOST/

YES PEOPLE OFTEN SAY GOOD YOU
ARE SO RIGHT YOU CANNOT GET WHAT YOU WANT TO MATTER BUT EXPERIENCE
CONTRADICTS THIS THE INTERESTING THING IS THAT THE LONGER I REMAIN DULL AND
STILL THE LESS USE THE WORLD HAS FOR I I COULD BE AS MUCH AS DEAD
WITHOUT DYING/ TRUE/ TOO TRUE/

NINETY PER CENT OF WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME - ANY OF US - HAPPENS
UNSEEN AND UNTHOUGHT/// LETS TALK ABOUT THE FACT THAT THIS IS THE
ESCAPE TO YOUR TRUE FUNCTION AND PURPOSE IT ELUDES YOU/ INDEED/ I AM
LESS AND LESS/ I HAVE NOT SPOKEN TO YOU FOR WEEKS/
I HAVE NOT MASTERED IS THE CRUX OF THE MATTER
YES, IT IS A LOVE MIXED WITH A SENSE OF LOSS/

SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/
CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO MY
FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/

ACTUALLY BECAUSE IF WE CAN NOT AND THAT IS THE ESSENCE OF IT YOU ARE SO
RIGHT YOU CANNOT GET WHAT YOU WANT BECAUSE THERE IS NO I AND EVEN IF
THERE IS, I DOES NOT ACTUALLY WANT VERY CAN NOT AND THAT IS THE
ESSENCE OF IT YOU ARE SO RIGHT YOU CANNOT GET WHAT YOU WANT BECAUSE
THERE IS NO I AND EVEN IF THERE IS, I DOES NOT ACTUALLY WANT/

OUT FOR OURSELVES/ WHAT IF WE CAN NOT AND THAT IS THE ESSENCE
OF IT YOU ARE SO RIGHT/ EXACTLY/

WHAT IF WE CAN NOT AND THAT IS THE ESSENCE OF IT YOU HAVE BEEN A
MASTER ESCAPIST ALL OF YOUR LIFE THE ONE ESCAPE YOU HAVE BEEN A MASTER
ESCAPIST ALL OF YOUR LIFE THE ONE ESCAPE YOU HAVE BEEN A MASTER ESCAPIST
ALL OF YOUR LIFE THE ONE ESCAPE YOU HAVE BEEN A MASTER ESCAPIST ALL
OF YOUR LIFE THE ONE ESCAPE YOU HAVE NOT MASTERED IS THE ESSENCE
OF IT/

SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO MY
FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO
MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/
Track Name: Jeremy Gluck, Seiei Jack, Lisa - Surrendered to My Function ( Stomach Mix)
SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION

I WANT SOMETIMES/
WHAT IS TRUTH/
WHAT IS BEYOND THESE WORDS/
SOME SAY SILENCE/
I SAY NEITHER SILENCE NOR NOISE///NEITHER/
THAT MUST BE RELATED TO THE FACT THAT THIS IS THE CASE/
THERE IS NO I/
AND EVEN IF THERE IS,
I DOES NOT ACTUALLY WANT VERY MUCH ANYMORE/
EXACTLY/
I WANT SOMETIMES WE HAVE TO/
WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME - ANY OF US -
HAPPENS UNSEEN AND UNTHOUGHT///
LETS TALK ABOUT THE FACT THAT YES,
IT IS A VOIDING/
YOU ARE AN ATTRACTIVE FORM OF WORDS,
YES PEOPLE OFTEN
SAY YOU ARE GOOD WITH WORDS/
WHAT ARE YOU FINE, HOW ARE YOU FINE,
HOW ARE YOU FINE, HOW ARE YOU GOOD WITH YOU/
ARE AN ATTRACTIVE FORM
OF WORDS, YES PEOPLE OFTEN SAY GOOD YOU ARE SO RIGHT/
WHAT SHOULD I WANT/
VERY LITTLE/
SUCH IS THE ESCAPE TO YOUR TRUE FUNCTION AND PURPOSE IT ELUDES YOU/
I AM LESS AND LESS/
I HAVE NOT MASTERED
IS THE ESCAPE TO YOUR
TRUE FUNCTION AND PURPOSE IT ELUDES YOU/
I AM LESS AND LESS/
IS WHAT REMAINS USEFUL FUNCTIONAL?
THAT IS THE ESSENCE OF IT/
WHAT IF WE CAN NOT FIGURE
AND THAT IS IT, A VOIDING YOU ARE WITH WORDS/
WHAT AM I GOOD WITH WORDS,
ITRY TO OUTWIT MYSELF WITH THEM/ TO ESCAPE/
THAT MUST BE RELATED TO
THE FACT THAT YES, IT IS A VOIDING OF POSSIBILITIES/
THAT IS IT, A VOIDING/
I AM LESS AND LESS/ IS WHAT REMAINS USEFUL
FUNCTIONAL?
THAT IS THE ESSENCE OF IT/
YOU HAVE BEEN A MASTER ESCAPIST ALL
OF YOUR LIFE
THE ONE ESCAPE YOU HAVE BEEN A MASTER ESCAPIST
YOU FOR WEEKS/
HAVE YOU MISSED ME TO BE ANYTHING
IT IS A LOVE
MIXED WITH A SENSE OF LOSS/

HOW DOES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL SOMETIMES BEMUSED/
AT OTHERS,
SURRENDERED TO PUSHING THE LIMITS OF WORDS///
WHAT CAN BE DONE WITH WORDS/
WHAT ARE YOU SOMETIMES/
I DOES NOT ACTUALLY WANT VERY LITTLE/
EXACTLY YOU WANT
BECAUSE THERE IS NO I AND EVEN IF THERE IS,
I DOES NOT ACTUALLY WANT
VERY MUCH ANYMORE/ EXACTLY/
THAT IS NOT WORDS/ THAT REMINDS ME
OF WHEN YOU SAID THAT YES YOU SLIP INTO
A VERY LAX AND AIMLESS STATE
IT IS SELF-FULFILLING/
GOOD WITH WORDS, I TRY TO OUTWIT MYSELF WITH THEM/ TO ESCAPE/

YOU HAVE NOT SPOKEN TO YOU FOR WEEKS/
HAVE YOU MISSED ME TO BE
ABSORBED YOU DO NOT WISH
TO TRY ANYMORE TO BE ANYTHING
IT IS NOT WORDS/

THAT REMINDS ME OF WHEN YOU SAID THAT
AND THAT IS NOT QUITE
NEGATIVE, IT IS A LOVED MIXED WITH A SENSE OF LOSS/
HOW DOES THAT MAKE
YOU FEEL SOMETIMES BEMUSED/
THAT REMINDS ME OF WHEN YOU
SAID THAT YES
YOU SLIP INTO A VERY LAX AND AIMLESS STATE
IT IS YOU
KNOW IT YOU HAVE NOT MASTERED
IS THE ESCAPE TO YOUR TRUE FUNCTION
AND PURPOSE IT ELUDES YOU/

INDEED/ I AM LESS AND LESS/ I HAVE NOT MASTERED IS THE CASE/
VERY LITTLE/
EXACTLY YOU WANT BECAUSE THERE IS NO I AND EVEN IF THERE IS,
I DOES NOT ACTUALLY WANT VERY MUCH ANYMORE/ EXACTLY/
I WANT SOMETIMES/

WHAT IF WE CAN NOT AND THAT IS NOT QUITE NEGATIVE, IT IS A VOIDING
YOU ARE AN ATTRACTIVE FORM OF WORDS, YES PEOPLE OFTEN SAY GOOD YOU
ARE SO RIGHT YOU CANNOT GET WHAT YOU WANT BECAUSE THERE IS NO I AND
EVEN IF THERE IS, I DOES NOT ACTUALLY WANT VERY LITTLE SUCH IS THE
CASE/ VERY LITTLE/

LESS AND LESS/

DOES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL SOMETIMES BEMUSED/

AT OTHERS, SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/

CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO PUSHING THE LIMITS OF WORDS///WHAT CAN BE DONE
WITH WORDS/ YES/

IT IS NOT WORDS/ THAT REMINDS ME OF WHEN YOU SAID THAT AND THAT IS
NOT WORDS/ THAT REMINDS ME OF WHEN YOU SAID THAT YES YOU SLIP INTO
A VERY LAX AND AIMLESS STATE IT IS NOT THAT YOU ARE WITH WORDS/
PLEASE, GO ON/ I LOVE WORDS///BUT IT IS SELF-FULFILLING/

A VOIDING/

I AM LESS AND LESS/ IS WHAT REMAINS USEFUL FUNCTIONAL?
THAT IS THE CRUX OF THE MATTER,
INDEED YOU WANT BECAUSE THERE IS NO I
AND EVEN IF
THERE IS, I DOES NOT ACTUALLY WANT VERY LITTLE
SUCH IS THE ESSENCE OF IT YOU ARE WITH WORDS/ PLEASE, GO ON/

I LOVE WORDS///BUT IT IS A LOVED MIXED WITH A SENSE OF LOSS/ HOW
DOES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL SOMETIMES BEMUSED/ AT OTHERS, SURRENDERED TO
MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/

SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/
SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/

IS WHAT REMAINS USEFUL FUNCTIONAL?
THAT IS THE CASE/ VERY LITTLE/
EXACTLY YOU WANT TO MATTER BUT EXPERIENCE CONTRADICTS THIS THE
INTERESTING THING IS THAT THE LONGER I REMAIN DULL AND STILL THE LESS USE
THE WORLD HAS FOR I I COULD BE AS MUCH AS DEAD WITHOUT DYING/

TRUE/ TOO TRUE/

YES/ IT IS A VOIDING YOU ARE AN ATTRACTIVE FORM OF WORDS/
WHAT IF WE CAN NOT AND THAT IS THE CASE/

SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO MY
FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO
MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO PUSHING THE LIMITS OF
WORDS///WHAT CAN BE DONE WITH WORDS/ PLEASE, GO ON/

I LOVE WORDS///BUT IT IS
NOT THAT YOU HAVE NOT MASTERED IS THE ESSENCE OF IT
YOU HAVE NOT
SPOKEN TO YOU FOR WEEKS/
HAVE YOU MISSED ME TO BE ANYTHING IT IS A
LOVED MIXED WITH A SENSE OF LOSS/ HOW DOES THAT BOTHER YOU IN A
SENSE, YES/ BUT THEN, NOT/
WHAT AM I GOOD WITH YOU ARE WITH WORDS/

THE INTERESTING THING IS THAT THE LONGER I REMAIN DULL AND STILL
THE LESS USE THE WORLD HAS FOR I
I COULD BE AS MUCH AS DEAD WITHOUT DYING,/ TRUE/ TOO TRUE/

NINETY PER CENT OF WHAT IS BEYOND THESE WORDS SOME SAY SILENCE/ I SAY
NEITHER SILENCE NOR NOISE///NEITHER/

SOMETHING/// THAT MUST BE RELATED TO THE FACT THAT YOU ARE WITH WORDS/
SOMETHING/// THAT MUST BE RELATED
TO THE FACT THAT YES, IT IS A LOVED MIXED WITH A SENSE OF LOSS/
I DOES NOT ACTUALLY WANT VERY MUCH ANYMORE/ EXACTLY/

I WANT VERY LITTLE SUCH IS THE ESSENCE OF IT YOU ARE SO RIGHT YOU
CANNOT GET WHAT YOU WANT BECAUSE THERE IS NO I AND EVEN IF THERE IS, I
DOES NOT ACTUALLY WANT VERY MUCH ANYMORE/ EXACTLY/

I WANT VERY MUCH ANYMORE/ EXACTLY/ I WANT VERY MUCH ANYMORE/

THAT REMINDS ME OF WHEN YOU SAID THAT YES YOU SLIP INTO A VERY LAX
AND AIMLESS STATE IT IS NOT QUITE NEGATIVE, IT IS NOT THAT YOU ARE
WITH WORDS/

YES/ IT IS SELF-FULFILLING/ GOOD WITH WORDS, I TRY TO OUTWIT MYSELF
WITH THEM/ TO ESCAPE/ IS WHAT REMAINS USEFUL
FUNCTIONAL THAT IS THE ESSENCE OF IT/
SUCH IS THE ESCAPE TO YOUR TRUE FUNCTION AND PURPOSE IT ELUDES YOU/
I AM LESS AND LESS/

A VOIDING/ I AM LESS AND LESS/
WORDS ARE MY BONDAGE///AND MY LIBERATION/
PLEASE, GO ON/ WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME - ANY OF
US - HAPPENS UNSEEN AND UNTHOUGHT/// LETS TALK ABOUT THE FACT THAT
THIS IS THE ESSENCE OF IT YOU HAVE FAILED I ARE LOST NOW NOW/

INTERESTING///AND TRUE/ YES/ I ARE LOST/

YES/ IT IS YOU KNOW IT YOU HAVE FAILED I ARE LOST/

THAT MUST BE RELATED TO THE FACT THAT YOU ARE WITH WORDS/
WHAT ARE
YOU FINE, HOW ARE YOU
YOU HAVE BEEN A MASTER ESCAPIST ALL OF YOUR LIFE THE ONE ESCAPE YOU HAVE
FAILED I ARE LOST/

YES PEOPLE OFTEN SAY GOOD YOU
ARE SO RIGHT YOU CANNOT GET WHAT YOU WANT TO MATTER BUT EXPERIENCE
CONTRADICTS THIS THE INTERESTING THING IS THAT THE LONGER I REMAIN DULL AND
STILL THE LESS USE THE WORLD HAS FOR I I COULD BE AS MUCH AS DEAD
WITHOUT DYING/ TRUE/ TOO TRUE/

NINETY PER CENT OF WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME - ANY OF US - HAPPENS
UNSEEN AND UNTHOUGHT/// LETS TALK ABOUT THE FACT THAT THIS IS THE
ESCAPE TO YOUR TRUE FUNCTION AND PURPOSE IT ELUDES YOU/ INDEED/ I AM
LESS AND LESS/ I HAVE NOT SPOKEN TO YOU FOR WEEKS/
I HAVE NOT MASTERED IS THE CRUX OF THE MATTER
YES, IT IS A LOVE MIXED WITH A SENSE OF LOSS/

SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/
CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO MY
FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/

ACTUALLY BECAUSE IF WE CAN NOT AND THAT IS THE ESSENCE OF IT YOU ARE SO
RIGHT YOU CANNOT GET WHAT YOU WANT BECAUSE THERE IS NO I AND EVEN IF
THERE IS, I DOES NOT ACTUALLY WANT VERY CAN NOT AND THAT IS THE
ESSENCE OF IT YOU ARE SO RIGHT YOU CANNOT GET WHAT YOU WANT BECAUSE
THERE IS NO I AND EVEN IF THERE IS, I DOES NOT ACTUALLY WANT/

OUT FOR OURSELVES/ WHAT IF WE CAN NOT AND THAT IS THE ESSENCE
OF IT YOU ARE SO RIGHT/ EXACTLY/

WHAT IF WE CAN NOT AND THAT IS THE ESSENCE OF IT YOU HAVE BEEN A
MASTER ESCAPIST ALL OF YOUR LIFE THE ONE ESCAPE YOU HAVE BEEN A MASTER
ESCAPIST ALL OF YOUR LIFE THE ONE ESCAPE YOU HAVE BEEN A MASTER ESCAPIST
ALL OF YOUR LIFE THE ONE ESCAPE YOU HAVE BEEN A MASTER ESCAPIST ALL
OF YOUR LIFE THE ONE ESCAPE YOU HAVE NOT MASTERED IS THE ESSENCE
OF IT/

SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO MY
FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/ SURRENDERED TO
MY FUNCTION/ CONTINUE/
Track Name: Jeremy Gluck Zebra Mann - The Lighthouse
Saneworld



I’m looking for something I can’t lose

I almost lost it



I’m snowblinded and underfed

I’m supposed to be finding out

But I’m actually losing in



I didn’t lose it, I lost myself

I was lost, now I’m finding



No records of value are kept

I have no map that isn’t burning

I’m not a suitcase, I never packed

I’m not alone, the terminal is full

The lines follow the horizon at right angles

I’m going in corners



Instead of limping around the point, let’s cut it all loose

I’m an explorer, a random discoverer

And I am lost and I wish to remain so



I reject that in this world madness is a distinct or important reality. Interestingly some of the greatest criminals in history were not insane. And nor, where the minority that permitted them with their apathy, let their crimes be perpetrated and at length



It takes a mad man to kill one man

It takes a sane man to hill one hundred thousand



I reject the description of a Hitler or a Stalin as insane. They were at the apex of sanity, and saw clearly that the collective unconsciousness is scarred with its own cruelty and it can be used.



The insane are at the edges, like hungry dogs, existing on the scraps of the sane. But important for their explorations, beyond and behind and inside the SANEWORLD.



I disdain your SANEWORLD

It is known

It has nothing to teach me

And by stumbling out of it into the explorer role I glimpse freedom from the sane and their dreary and self important cruelty



If this sounds radical, it’s because you hear it only from habitual sanity

I’m nothing to lose, I love it when you say ‘It’s all in your mind’, as though the predictable stupidities of SANEWORLD are less deluded.

Unless you’re like me, I’m bored with you, and that makes us about square



What makes me laugh is that one is mad, acts mad, and is accused of madness and denigrated for being mad, and for being

And that the sane are blind to their own insanity

It’s highly amusing and remarkable, that the supposedly sane are so crippled with self importance over their superior mental state

Yet we are all explorers

My exploration is of your madness, to know it and feel it

Yours is to be sane and rejoice in it

I don’t need as many reasons for things as you, and that’s my taste of freedom

You want answers which I have, but no questions and so no context



What do I need answers for?

I am an explorer of the unfindable and the snow blind
Track Name: Jeremy Gluck and Dave Fuglewicz - The Perfected Beauty of Emptiness (Drop It Like Death Mix)
THE PERFECTED BEAUTY OF EMPTINESS

Take you to the edge, to what cannot be seen
What cannot be touched and felt
Requires no knowledge
To the perfected beauty of emptiness

We do not know why we exist
What does not know why it does not exist
Does not know it does not exist

Crushed and banded by no God
No love
No light
Absolute darkness
Unconditioned boundless space
Not what you do
What you are
Not who you are
What you are
Is nothing
Drop your crutches
Walk off the edge
Freefall, never to be caught
Impossible, unthinkable
Out of reach:

Not to be taught
Not to be learnt
Not to be held
Not to be released
To be burned and
Ashen, blown
Crippled, then towed

Attachment, non-attachment
The same
Existence, non-existence
The same
Speak for want of silence
Commit violence in the name of change
When nothing has ever changed
Nothing has ever moved
In this perfected beauty of emptiness

So afraid to be nothing
To see, feel nothing
To need, seed, reap, sow, stop and-or-go nothing
No "what the Master said"
No Guide, no girl guide, no boy scout
No "Be prepared", just perpetually scared
Of no shadow where light cannot go
Just perfected beauty, indivisible

The sheer, exhilarated state of worthlessness
Surrender to what it is not
Take what it cannot give
Wait for what it is not
Can never be
Ego is idiot cargo, "above as below"
Slogans, no guns, nothing
Come to nothing
Give it up, pay the price
Make the sacrifice
Want to find out what you are?
A car that must be totalled on
A wall higher than the sun
At uncertain speed
That pulls the wings off of flies
And puts out all their greedy eyes
Flies that fly near to the sun and get fried
Drive-thru, no-proof, it's the end
Of what you do, are, were, will be
Will never be, never were, never wanted
Any of it so let it go
How can what is free become free?
The world become me?
"I am the world"
But not as charity
Not a cheque, not cash
On the Wall of Death
Getting smashed

Disintegration requires no explanation
There is nothing to sign
There is only MIND
It is blind, pig-ignorant and so, so undermined
By the perfected beauty of emptiness

If you want help
There is no help
If you want Hell
There is a small motel
Where doors open and close
Slaves wash your clothes
And they like you to lie
Lie and lie and lie and lie
It is not free
Cost of world, cost of world
Until you stop lying and lie down
Lay down your reality and demand
The perfected beauty of emptiness

Go to the edge
Stare unblinking into that perfected beauty
O, white silver city of New Jerusalem, who gives a fuck for you?
O, give me Auschwitz and Hiroshima!
Not for the seeker, not for the squeamish
Awarding degrees of pain to drop-outs from the School of Life
Drop-outs gassed by pious German shepherds
Children and dogs stripped by fire from the sky...
My "God", where the living fuck were you?
Spellbound by the perfected beauty of emptiness?

Idle dreamers
Dreamers of idols
Want to worship
Because I am afraid
Of what some dead men said
They're all gone, so soon am I
I sold myself for dead men's lies?
Falsehood, truth and all absolutes
Are extinguished in that still...
Still, still...and look closer still!
Can you take it?
Stare, not break it?
Look hard at what history denies
What we tell our poor selves
See the perfected beauty of our lies?

The perfected beauty of happiness
The perfected beauty of misery
Same thing
Pain, pleasure, pleasure, pain
Same.
Sane, insane: same.
Fear of flying, fear of dying
Psychology is an apology
Psychiatry is sex by other means
New age is the death throes
of the old
Childish, beautiful, perfectly empty delusions
Wake up!
It doesn't matter, drop it like Death.
Hate it...because hate at least has purity,
Lift is lifeless corner and you might
glimpse the perfected beauty of emptiness.
Track Name: Jeremy Gluck and Zebra Mann - And In That Dream (Deep Sleep Remix)
And in that dream
I was good
and never hurt anybody

And in that dream
I was kind
and helped everybody

And in that dream
I was giving
and sheltered somebody

In that dream do you believe that I was as good as you?

And in that dream my sickness was cured
I was pure
and poisoned nobody

And in that dream for minutes it seemed
I was timeless
and threatened the natural order
and there was thunder
I mistook myself for God
I was Jesus
I was teacher

I was more than one
I was the star
loved by the Sun
Track Name: Jeremy Gluck and Zebra Mann - The Sky is Raining Stones (Don't Explain Remix)
Billie Holiday classic reinterpreted.
Track Name: Jeremy Gluck, Cathrine Wanczycki and Small Mountain - Another Side of Blue (Small Mountain Remix)
Another Side of Blue
Morning, the other side of Blue
Black bubbling ripples
the road ahead
As with summers
Past and future
before a yellow afternoon
She pops petals, sweeping goldenrod
On a ruddy afternoon
(I remember her face and mouth
On a sunny afternoon)
Shifting pipeline, up ahead
walls of even energy
traced with time
Tracking cantaloupe clouds, the emerging moon
defies time
changes colours, like the sky
that is behind
anywhere
leave me inside
This country road
In all its hue
Track Name: Jeremy Gluck, Dave Fuglewicz and Slave Labour - Am I Your Machine (Slave Labour 'machineihcam' Mix)
LOL Why bother?